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Current Mood: depressed

I am no longer sure that Father God has my best interest in heart.  Nor am I sure of that Father God truly love me.  Ah with the recent personal setback and two rejections by the two of the graduate school I applied I am not sure that Father God has my best interest in Heart.  And during the application processes I have done my best for all but at the end eh it like Father God just pull the carpet under my feet.  Just as I am sure of my path Father God has done it again.  And I feel like a total loser.   And I can't take this anymore.  Every night in my room I am on my knee and pray that Father God would at least answered me but so far it is the stream of bad news.  And so far I haven't gone to do anything sinful and rebellious but still I have the opportunity to do something sinful and totally against God by going to watch porn clips and other things still I haven't done that.  I feel like one of the prophet which he say that the field is not working for him that the vine don't produce and everything is a failure. And also in he word it say that what righteous individual do anything will be successful in all He does but everything I did so far has turn into a failure.   Overall I don't know what to do anymore.

PS: What make this situation more unbearable and  the icing on the cake is that I am also unemployed at the moment.

Current Mood: frustrated

Ah as lately I don't find myself enjoy my life in general.  As for the Year 2008 I am not expect it turn out well.  With Graduate Record Exam been the way it is and everything seen to be against me in some way.  Truly I wish Father God would pull me out of this current situation however lately it seen beside yesterday He seen to be muted somehow.  At three years old I have got through a car accident where I was got ran over by taxi I wonder had he has the choice would he want to lives my life now in this latest personal setback.  I know if it were me now I would not live my life in a heartbeat ah I wish I can get out of this current darkness and options are limited for me.  Ah still wait for Father God to do something maybe.

Second episode

Introducing Total Recall 2070
First episode

Eh although lately haven't post anything on LJ I just want everyone to know that I am not dead yet and also even thou my life is a bit frustrating at the moment I still keep the faith going.  Anyhow for those of us whom were born during the 80's one of the show that was kinda popular in my days is the show Airwolf and in some interest way I found the complete season of the Airwolf showing free on the Internet and wishing to share with this new generation. 

And here is it the First season of Airwolf

http://video.aol.com/video-category/airwolf/110709

Enjoy although there might be few commercials in them.
 

Current Mood: frustrated

Today as I promise Creed aka Jonathan and Goldenspine aka Mary that I will go to see the doctor about my right ear pain this morning.  As it so happen that the Odegaard undergraduate library with Odegaard computing commons today were open at ten o'clock A.M. so it gave me sometimes to sees the doctor.  And when I arrived at Hall Health Primary Care Center at the University of Washington Seattle there it was an nine o'clock A.M. opening so I took it and see a doctor named Anne or maybe Anna.  Anyhow what so amusing about the visit is what she say when she make her diagnostic opinion which she make in her instruction for me.  This is a direct quotes from the instruction page print out  "Instructions related to today's visit  Your right ear pain is most likely from fluid collection behind the ear drum.  This fluid is relieved by controlling nasal congestion.  You can use a decongestant to try up fluid, like suafed, as needed.  Also consider taking claritin, a pill daily for allergy symptoms, if you are developing facial itching, sneezing, nasal congestion from exposure to things like plants and animals.  Please return at once for ear pain, drainage from your ear, headache, fever, neck stiffness, rash."  What so amusing to me is the word usage by the doctor she try to using the word dry up instead she using the word try up.  Also what so amusing to me is the word likely and she tell me she think it is from fluid collection which make me question her certainty of her diagnostic opinion.    And whatever the case might be I already got the medicine now still unsure if this will work or not certainly this does not bring me much confidence of the medical communities in general after all we are living in the 21st century now and medicine has been around with us for a long time certainly we can have certainty now about what ills us but still today the doctor seen not about to find out for certain what wrong with us.  Oh well back to trials and error now......

Current Mood: amused

Yesterday at CAA Chat foreverHis888 (Jen) talks about her crushes so I offer an flashback to a past event of my life.  It happend when I was in my Junior year in high school my high school at that time were Leonia High School in 100 Christie Heights Street, Leonia, New Jersey 07605.  At that time I was 16 at the time I was in the English 11 for Junior at the time.  There in the class was a female classmate named Sabrina.  Sabrina is from The Dominican Republic.  She is about feve feet seven or ten can't remember the height now.  She has a long dark black wavy hair with black eyes.  She has dark skin and her body type is fairly athletic.  And she has that attractive girly voice tone of voice her voice is close match to Tyra Bank.  Anyhow she is not ugly at all and during the English 11 class period she confess her love to me that she said she loved me.  But because we are in class it is not easy to talks and the teacher is still teaching the class so I did rejected  her plainly without causing problem in the class room.  And after the class is over she told me again she loved me.  However this time I rejected her with the reason that the high school education was important to me then having a relationship and also at that time I don't have money to go out with her and buys her anything or go out for dinner or movies and my parents would not approve me dating girl at that time also.  And after that I wonder if she is serious about her confession.  And because I had to moved to Western Washington State I never had the chance to find out if she is serious or this is just a mean joke and one of the mind game that she played on me.  Anyhow I wonder why I still think about it now and wondering if in another universes had I accepted her confession and that the confession happen to be true what would become of me.

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